New Beginnings ^_^

So, over the past year, my life has been filled with one shit storm after another. It all started a year ago today, when I started dating the guy I thought I would love forever. But he broke my heart a month later and left me to pick up the pieces by myself. The good thing that came out of that horrible situtation was a best friend, my best friend, Adrian. I had dated Adrian the summer before and we were still friends. When I got my heart broken in the worst possible way, he was there. He helped me thru it all and we grew close. I could not imagine life with out him anymore. I slowly got over that break. Very slowly actually. i just fully and completely got over him last week when I saw and spoke to him. After I did that, I felt like a weight had been lifted. I started to smile again.

This week has just been a roller coaster ride for me. Getting over one ex after another. Yes, there was another ex that was involved in this shitty year. This story is much longer since i've known the guy for almost for years. Well, long story short, this guy broke my heart too, but in many different ways. I thought I was over him until I went to this open mic night that a friend had invited me to. He was there and it turns out that he had written a poem about me. It talked about how he was over me and never needed me in his life. I was seriously upset when I heard it. Funny thing is he didnt even know I was there until I passed by him to give an old friend a hug.

His poem wasnt even that long, but it still effected me. Set my happiness back a little. But the friend I hugged suggested that i go to the next open mic night and let it all out. I intended on reading something I had written before, but Im not sure anymore. I sorta took his advise and wrote a poem to let it all out. Longest poem I've ever written. I'll post it up when I actually type it out.


The poem really helped me with what i was feeling and turned my week back around. ^_^
And to top my week off, I met this really awesome guy thru my roommate, Ellis. I sorta think he's the male version of me. XD lol He's might be coming up here from Georgia and staying with us for a while. I cant wait. >,< Its been a long while since I've met someone like him. Way too long. He's one of the few ppl that I know of that can make me blush. He's the sweetest and nicest guys I've known so far in my life. And it makes me happy just to know him. He's really cute too! XD I hope my life continues on this course its chosen at the present. Im rather enjoying it and i wouldnt want it to change. ^_^


If ya'll want see me preform the poem I wrote, here's the info:
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